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confused
Friday, April 30, 2010

I`m feeling confused.
I don`t like this feeling.


getting over
Thursday, April 29, 2010

Hi guys! Mhm.. lumabas na daw si Eslove? Huhu. Di para makaget over dun. :| Actually, I cried last night. Parang siya yung higlight ng PBB. Pinakitan ak asi yung part na pinaalam na ni Big Brother sa houstmates the fact that Eslove`s already leaving. So sad. :( Also.. I saw on some Eslove fan pages @ Facebook a person`s analogyy. I`d just copy and paste it here alright..

Eslove Briones ANO BANG VIOLENCE ANG NAGAWA NI ESLOVE? D NYA NGA HINAWAKAN O SINUNTOK C TRICIA EH.. TINUTUKAN LANG. :)) TSAKA D YUN MAGAGAWA NI ESLOVE NA PATAYIN C TRICIA. NAMAN. UTAK NAMAN DIREK/BIG BRO. BAKIT UNG PANANAKIT NI JASON KAY MELAY? D BA UN VIOLENCE? DAPAT YUN MGA GANUN YUNG PINAPATAWAN NF F.E. SUS. KUYA TLGA. UNFAIR!!! WE LOVE ES♥ ! :"((


There. Haha. I agree with that. PBB is being unfair! Melason is a loveteam, I know. And it would suck they`d be separated. But hello? Porket they THINK that Eslove doesn`t help get viewers and all. They`re wrong. That`s what I think. PBB won`t be lively na.. I swear. Nakakawalang gana. Well.. It`s their loss? No.. I can`t honestly say that.. but yeah. I`ll just support him, still.. In the outside world. I just really can't get over it.

& speaking of getting over... I THINK I`m over someone na. I`m not sure pa, ha? Really not sure. I miss that person and all.. but not like before. I don`t know, reallyy.. Yesterday, we didn`t get to text. I was surprised that I haven`t felt much loss. Does that mean I already moved on? Plus, I got my eye on someone else now. But I guess I won`t take it seriously. Just a happy crush, and stuff.. cos that person`s like.. wow. I got no chance. I remember one of Y!M conversations with my friend.



ESLOVE </3
Wednesday, April 28, 2010


Hello! I SERIOUSLY COULDNT BELIEVE THAT ESLOVE IS FORCED EVICTED. I find this really sad. He`s so funny and all. I like him. But yeah, big brother also has a point. He shouldn`t have pointed the knife to erm.. was it Tricia? Idk. But yeah. Sayang. The fact that Joe`s now with him.. masaya and funny sana. Sayang talaga. Oh well. I`ll miss him. :( Hope he gets famous or something (:


`net flashbacks
Monday, April 26, 2010

Hmm.. I suddenly remembered my experiences on sites and all. When I was in Grade 3.. that`s when I started to gain interest in making websites. I think my first site was at Matmice? Googlie it, it`s not that famous or anything. I also tried out Xanga, then blogger. Hmm, the funny thing back then was that I thought that posting @ xanga was like posting at a Guestbook. Idk, but that was what I thought back then. I think I learned a little HTML from Xanga. CSS & stuff. AND THEEN. I found blogger. Tried it and fell in love with it. ♥ I learned to make templates and stuff. Hm, and then I found pink-fetish.com (I`m not sure if it`s .com or what. But I know it`s gone noww). I got interested since she was using Wordpress. I checked out other sites and found Pink-Blush :) I forgot the URL. It was waaaay back then (: That`s when I first started to learn about FTP, Wordpress and all that blahs. I think I got hosted 3 times? Pink Blush, Pinaychiq and Prinsesa (: Hm.. I miss getting hosted but I think I`d stay here @ Blogger? After all, it`s not even a week old. :)


random post
Sunday, April 25, 2010

I feel so full right now.

Like, woah. Haha. That sushi boat I had awhile ago (@ lunch) izz love. ♥ Made me full at once tho. & other dishes came after. SO MAAAANY. We ate Gloria Maris by the way. Haha. Didnt eat much but I`m still full right now. Srry for being kind of redundant. But yeah. Haha. We have macaroni here though, even even though I`m full.. well. I LOVE MACARONI! Ate 2 times. I`d probably not eat dinner later. I hope!!!!

Mhm. I got a haircut too. I like it! :) I only found out today that Ystilo (one of my favorites) is owned byy Vina Morales & Shaina Magdayao. Cool right? Anyway! Haha. I also plan to rebond my hair before the schoolyear starts. Hope it doesnt turn out to be "walis-like". You know what I mean.

ALSO. We were supposed to buy an iPad today. We were so close to buying it! But unfortunately, it only has WiFi. It doesn`t have something -- err, where you can connect the USB and stuff. Cos of course, it`s waaaay more convenient to have a SmartBro, Sun or Globe Tattoo connected to that so you can surf the net anytime anywhere. (Hm, that sounded cliche but anyway). My dad bough an Ipod classic instead. And I think my mom`s gonna buy a new macbook next time? I`m not that sure. Maybe she`ll change her mind.

So yup. Goodluck on not eating dinner today. I REALLY HOPE I WONT. I need to paly volleyball now. (: I miss training. :(


missing..
Saturday, April 24, 2010

One More Chance is showing @ Cinema 1 right now. Haha, this movie always makes me cry. & that`s why I`m not paying attention to it right now. :)) I didn`t even get to watch it from the beginning so yeah. I`ll pay attention from beginning to end next time. :) And oh, I`m kind of not in the mood to cry right now.. I really don`t want to.

Mkkaay. Maybe that was awkward, but anyway. I watched Raise Your Voice when I woke up awhile ago. Long time no see Hilary Duff! I kind off missed her. ;) She was like.. my childhood obsession! I remember dancing to her Wake Up when I was in 3rd grade. Hm, Peace Camp right? I remember. Good times, good times. And helloooooo, to Oliver James - her co-star in the movie. Guitar guys always get me. They look so cute and amazing when they play. Shallow much? Idk. It seriously turns me on. :)

I guess I`ll have a Hilary Duff movie marathon today.. I watched A Cinderella Story last night cos Music & Lyrics and Just Friends weren`t playing properly. Haha. She`s such a charming actress, for me. And not to mention, her songs were soooo awesome. Especially, Now You Know, Someone`s Watching Over Me, & Jericho. I LOVE THEM AAAALL.

She has a new movie by the way. Beauty & The briefcase? I think that's it.

Diney stars who I am crazy about now are the Sprouse Twins & Sterling Knight. Cute right?

& TAYLOR SWIFT! But she`s not actually a Disney Star. ;)


im back

Back to blogger, b. :) That's what summer does to me. Mhm, oh well. Let`s hope I`ll stick to this longer.. I do have my twitter & tumblr tho. And I won`t ever leave that. Atleast for now. So yuh.

It`s the 24th of April. The twenty fouth. Just wanted to emphasize that? Haha. It`s um. The 6th month of my feelings for.. someone(?). Ok, I`m not sure if I should`ve typed that. But I did, so whatever now. You don`t know that person anyway. :) I hope..

And yeah, maybe you`re wondering why I am so aware of that date and all - when my feelings started. Hm, kudos to twitter. I was actually surprised when I saw one of my posts in twitter. Honestlyyy.

i think im falling for youuuuu :)
6:46 PM Nov 24th, 2009 via Echofon


Yepp, that`s the post I`m talking about. Haha, nevermind it..

ANYWAY.

Do you know the feeling of not being replied back? I know, it sucks.


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